ahhh the relaxation of the sensation of no education!!!!
this demonstration of being out of the nation because of my awesome vacation is lacking in my socialization because y'all at school getting education... it is a startling revelation that i can be so god dam happy!!! >: O
hahaha i've never been happier and i never wanna go back to brunei!!! only visiting you guys as in (in alphabetical order): adam ka badam!, azz, darr barrrrrr, jai... wait who? (:P) the sir boss calllbean and zar! and maybe val if i can get back in time D: coz those people are awesome and never stab my back -nods- okay maybe one kinda hurt me and i refuse to talk to him/her (haha you know who you are :P) but they are people who i do not hate :D hahahaha
and they dont go off finding someone else better than me and totally ditch me and i find out in the worst way possible (on a vacation) and that person promising to change but doesn't, just talks crap but wont put any effort into it. you forgive them the first one, two (EVEN THREE) times but then the forth time it happens, it was the tip of the ice berg and everything needed to melt away :D
the word "sorry" because useless as a potato sack of turtling monkies... this upsets a person such as i, but after spending the past couple days with someone else wayyyy better it made me realize how i deserved someone else so much better. someone who pays for all my stuff (im slow in converting and telling what notes are what so he beats me to it) carries all my stuff (SHOES! hahaha) blocks my eyes from the sun, covers me from the rain, massages my legs in the taxi, hails orange taxis because he knows i like orange, asks if im okay when i pull a sad face at my phone, asks if i need anything as if his world would crumble if mine wasn't A-OKAY!
a person such as i becomes sick and tired of crying because it is not good for a big eyed person like myself... it could easily fall out (: lol
a person such as i feels used, taken advantage of and betrayed because she loves a person too much to care
a person such as i now enjoys making a person such as him (no sorry her, btw theres a gay guy lives in my condo :D im gonna miss him hahaha) feel horrible and suicidal and depressed and (i'd swear but... meh!) because thats how i felt like everytime he screwed up
so go make out with shivani or ursula stephen, coz i really dont care anymore (:
and yes i know its quite incredibly but not so stupid of me to post this
but i have every right to become a cold heartless BETCH! because thats what you were.. ARE
i mean did you not think you had every right to make out with other people? i have every right to do this BETCH!
im tired of being nice to you, its a waste of my time (:
quite from paramore's song decoy:
"Close your eyes and make believe
This is where you wanna be
Forgetting all the memories
Try to forget love
Coz loves forgotten me"
-owh so appropriate :D
btw i have no idea what that turtle is saying but it looks sad and i mentioned the word "turtling" and its in thai so it all seems to fit well (:
note: sorry kel, you might deprecciate this... i just needed it to be public so i dont seem like a bitch for no apparant reason....
*ewwww i said deprecciate that is so business study likeee D: ewwww lol
error: im not sorry stephen (:
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